December 13, 2010

Getting what you want from life. The Punk Rock Lollipop Study

Recently while I was out hob nobbling with hob goblins in the warehouse districts of West Oakland. One of life's subtle and very succinct messages came to me in the form of a bag of Lollipops.

   Not just any lollipops mind you but a bag of 500 Dum Dum Lollipops in assorted flavors. I had purchased the bag on a whimsical rush of childhood nostalgia a week before and had been consuming them at a alarming rate. I had made up my mind a few days before that I should place the bag in my car and find opportunity's to share my childhood joy with as many complete strangers as possible.  

     The right time presented itself on Halloween Night 2010. I had removed myself from my childless very un halloweenish neighborhood and landed my space craft at the Phenomenauts Headquarters in West Oakland.
The Phenomenauts, in case you didn't know are Space Cowboys, of the Rockabilly/Punk Rock ilk. They have for the last 14 years hosted a Halloween party at their "HQ" called "The Zombie Masquerade". While the name seems to say you must come dressed as a zombie this is not the case. All sorts of lifeforms and un-lifeforms will be drinking their own beer, moshing and consuming spirits.

    So, as I stood in the throng of people,  engaged in some interactive stretching exercise's( care of our Guests from the Land of the Rising Sun). I remembered the lollipops. I swiftly strolled to my car and fashioned a suitable bowl shaped container from a colorful plastic bag. Then filled it to the brim with equally colorful candy! Low and behold my first stranger stood only feet away. She was changing colors and expelling equally vibrant colored fluid from her face hole.


   The young woman was  very politely trying not to vomit on my car. Especially now that she saw that the owner was standing in front of her. At first she turned a greenish color at my offer. But changed her mind  and happily decided that lollipops must taste better than her mouth did at the moment. She very happily exclaimed, "Wow, and this is my favorite flavor to."  That was when it struck me in the back of my mind to pay attention to this statement and to carefully remember what would come after.


            As I made my way through the milling people both outside the building and inside I happily offered lollipops from the open bag to everyone I passed. My first circuit was rather disheartening. People being naturally distrustful these days were hesitant to accept candy from a stranger. Not everyone was so fearful of course, but people naturally being followers on the average declined the offer since no clear evidence of social acceptance was visible.
          The first 15 to 20 who said yes, cheerfully reached into the bag without looking at what was being offered.  95% of those who took what was offered without any fear of me or my gift, and also without rifling through the bag for a specific flavor, all exclaimed, "Wow, this is my favorite one."  After my first pass people realized I was exactly what I seemed to be. Just a nice guy handing out candy to people at a halloween party. No hidden agenda or evil plots against their health or happiness; so they started accepting lollipops as well.

I handed out approximately 400 lollipops. Often people came back for seconds and sometimes thirds so the group of actual individual people who took place in this study is about 180. Over 2 and half hours they got every last lollipop  I had, or that I didnt eat myself.

As I stated a shocking 95% of all people who took what was offered without reservation believed they had received exactly what they were looking for. Only 10 or 15 people who were offered candy either refused outright or politely declined.  Another 20 people spent upwards of 1 to 2 minutes hunting through the massive pile of assorted flavors looking for their favorite ones. Only 2 of the people who hunted through the bag found the one they wanted.
  All the others who had done so had either settled on one they didnt mind, or gave up and told me I didnt have the flavor they liked. I asked them what that flavor was?   2/3 of those who told me the flavor they wanted were surprised when I pulled the sought after flavor from the bag with little searching needed.

  Only one woman who did not find her flavor in the bag still got the lollipop she wanted. She had spent the most time of  all searching for the perfect candy for her halloween night. Only to exclaim after 5 minutes that she couldnt find what she wanted.  It just so happened that I had engaged in some bartering outside with a large Roman Centurion who wanted a handful of dum dums. In trade he had given me two SKULLY POPS. Which are white and purple grape flavored, lollipops shaped like a human skull. The sad woman was dressed in full garb for Dias De Los Meurtos, (The Mexican Festival of The Dead)  I reached in my pocket and offered the skully pop. She began to grin from ear to ear and happily told me, "This is just what I was looking for."

From a scientific  point of view. 95% of people who had no expectations about what was offered; personally believed they had found the exact thing they were looking for. While those who became picky about the flavor or had something so specific in mind were more likely to find disappointment. Sometimes even when the very thing they claimed they wanted was right in front of them, they could not see it.

In closing I would say this to you all. Dont get to picky about what gifts life presents to you. You may find yourself staring right through the one thing you always thought you wanted. You may look so hard for the right thing, that you will never get anything. Standing there disappointed about your life and what it has for you. All the while you will  be standing on what you need.

  Be joyful and know what direction you want wish to go in life.  Dont get caught up in how you get there. If you can manage to accept the joys and surprises of your life you may, (95% chance) find exactly what you are looking for.





September 12, 2010

Protect your opinions. Google is selling your beliefs for cash.

This post is in response to (Google) adsense being used to Hijack the opinions and viewpoints of the people that bring all the viewers to us.

In the last few days, this service has failed it's user's and supporters terribly.

In the wake of madness streaming from televisions all over our nation, the people turned to the place everyone said was a novelty, Youtube. When 2 years of constant arrogant disinformation  shows only more  lies about what America wants. The people have come here.

     The novelty of TV as a source for information and education was what our people considered it when it was introduced. The exact same comments were made about youtube when it showed up.  The evolution of media centers on choice. TV has lost its way, and is proving right now that it may have lost its mind as well. Journalists who pander to the wealthy and knowingly report fabricated news has become the norm.

The people came here. Now is the time to stand against having the ideas and opinions of people we do not trust rammed down our throats.. This is truly so much worse than spamming product placements. I dont mind advertisements and encourage good products to buyers. Thats how we do this. But regardless of who's political agenda is being run. It is absolutely WRONG to run a political partys negative mudslinging right where people come to to get news from people they trust.

It is metaphorically the equivalent of going to your church, or mosque or temple and finding it surrounded by Militant racist Lesbian protesters. Calling for the sterilization of all women married under a religious faith.   "Why are they at my church? We never go to their Fascist Slumber partys and tell them what to think. "

While this example is  ridiculous , without offending anyone, (the religious will laugh, because, its about the gays. The LGBT's  will laugh, because they have a sense of humor)

It is actually worse and much less amusing what is really happening.  The last two days I have been assaulted by the very same self serving diatribe of the the worst examples of American culture. Not while watching kitten videos or whatever daily meme catches my fancy. While going to the people whose news and opinions I trust. Those who have made themselves known by their actions. Not by who paid them to take on the job. Good people who have stepped up to fill the gaps left behind in the social climate of this modern age. An age of media manipulation and plummeting  standards of accountability to criminal levels.

I know some of these people personally and collaborate with them professionally and I am  sure they would never authorize the blatant poaching of their personal beliefs and opinions.

What are your beliefs worth to you? Because they have been sold already.


Please Google and people of ad sense. Fellow video artists, bloggers ,vloggers, trolls, haters l33td3wds and nerds. Let us all respect and protect our viewers  right to make their own opinions. Protect your honor as global communicators to not let some jackasses personal agenda be the first thing your viewers see.

Step forward and let them know,
"Its my channel! These are my veiwers!  I am the only jerk who gets to talk first!"

Thank you,
and may the universe shine for you all.

Diligently yours
                          Titus Oneill

ps..
Google, its time to live by the values that brought you up.

Personal beliefs and politics are not plush toys or vacation packages, dont treat them like they are.


(this message will be in every language and reposted all over the planet.) This is only my first step towards seeing that this issue is handled accordingly. I ask all of you to join me as individuals, however
you want to, get the word out.

I would never ask that you repost my opinion, I will ask you to please post yours. Make videos, call your friends up and ambush an apple store or best buy. Whatever you do, do something. We have already done nothing so long that it happened. While we sat there giggling at OMG cat.

August 19, 2010

To my Republican alligned friends.

 I am a by partisan when it comes to my politics. I choose what is best and never choose just because one party is US and the other Them. WE are all us and them. WE are the people.  In a recent attempt to find out if the republican party's policies or true activity's were of any merit to me as a citizen. ( I never assume negative things about anyone.) I went to the main GOP website.
Wishing to know more about the incumbent presidential candidate. This page Clark Griswold Presidential Report  I thought would be what it said it was. But lke all the pages on the GOP website. All there was was spin doctored reports of what Obama is doing and not any data or real information about the republican candidate.
  Sadly the main GOP website was only as illuminating as standing in a darkened room with man giving a double talk lecture on the activities of the opposing party and president . While his flash light beam points out small items out of context to cause tension and doubt without proof or reality. Also while they have a comment are and openly ask for the opinions of the people. All posts made return as blank and no comments exist.  TO all my republican aligned friends.  Please wake up. You are being taken for a ride and they are not honorable, good or in any way an allegiance you should be proud of.

August 18, 2010

It is time to wake up!

video


         I am almost in tears of joy to see this come from our mainstream media. Like so many of us, I had to shut my eyes or go mad watching Bush rape the planet and sellout our country like a spoiled tantrum throwing man child. After a few years I admittedly lost hope that honor could ever be restored to my homeland. Hope, being what it is, was never lost. The most powerful and dangerous of all the spirits of pandora's box is alive and pissed off. It's time to be pissed again! To stop being slaves to our creature comforts and easy living. Even the hardest of times in this nation are a shining example of wealth and prosperity to billions, of people globally. The world is in pain and  much of it is "OUR" fault!  It is our destiny, as a nation and a people, to help where needed. To bust in with a tank where we are not wanted.  Because our neighbor has let a madman loose in the armory and doesnt know how or is to genuinley peaceful by nature to stop it.

But we took care of the madman for this generation 7 years ago!? Then we committed a grave crime. We let a madman take control. We set him loose on the world, and to this day he is still quoted in mocking tones the disrespect he has for his nation of fools.   

Short History Lesson
  The 1950's are OVER! America very well may have been  founded and funded by  rich white christian males. But it was built by all the people of the nations of the world. In all of mother natures earthly tones they came and did all our shit work for us. They built the citys and roads and everything that makes society possible.  The ancestors who fled persicution for their beliefs were the self styled ruling class . ALl the rest of us were just non offensive peasantry.

  But guess what? Its our's now!! We are taking over using the rule system they so misguidingly created for the purpose of not stabbing each other in the back.  For have no doubt that is why the first Secular nation was created as such. While our left wing liberals have their heads in the clouds with pictures of brlliant humanitarian solcial scientists forging a document of such brlliant decisive change for the good of all mankind. It was not  these spiritually profound and selfless goals that guided those men.   It was paranoia. Calling the pilgrims settlers is our way of honoring them for the incredible task and journeys they made.  Thier all or nothing life or death journey to escape monarchy steadfast ruling which did not like the radical and loud religous groups they represented. They were outcasts. Intolerable religous zealots whose lifestyles were so abbrassive and incompatable with society that they were informed they would be the first ones to go. For no on believed they would survive the journey.

   So next thing you know, they make it. But not just one group but 3 diametricly opposed social groups all christian, yet all so different they cannot stand each other.  When forming a govenrment it had to be made into policy that no one religous group would come to power over the military. They all knew what they would do to each other if they were given the power and means. They would wipe the other out in gods name. The same god, but hey whatever.

Under this reasoning the scared angry twisted little religous sects no one wanted created the single most succesful model for rational sane society in the world. It was swiftly adopted around the globe and with far greater success that its motherland.  To this day, the birthlace of secular society has the worst history and track record, when it comes to the insanity of religous lawmakers placing their morals justifications of the wills of free men and women.  This of course does not include those nations who are openly merged with their dominant relgious following.

  So if your probably saying, so what? Or, yeah I knew all that stuff. Well aren't you hot shit. I didnt know all this stuff until the last few years, and I had to dig pretty damn deep to find out how it all connected.  It makes a difference to know the why and how, not to just know something vague about it, but to understand it. I am 100% sure that not everyone I know, and those people are some of the finest thinkers and greatest lovers of life on this planet, will have known all of this.

  So like a great teacher once told me,, "
You can teach them nothing they do not want to know, but never stop. You are not speaking to the ones who are not listening. It is only their selfish nature that makes them think this is so.  You are always speaking for those who hear you. The people who hear what is already inside themselves, but could not hear it's voice until they heard its echo.  Now hand me that rachet."  J. Krishnamurti,, Ojai Ca, 1980

So if you feel like arguing, or fighting me for speaking out, your not speaking to me. Your talking to yourself, because you cannot convince me that ignorance and negativity has anything to do with the heart of love that is the spirit of life in this universe. Also to those who freely wave a book and spew  lies and hate about is the name of our creator, whatever you call the being.  Trying reading the book, the original version, for even that version was a collection handed down from oral tradition from an age that even then was fading into memory.

 There is nothing said by the great teachers that involves the hatred, of anything. So please stop making fools of yourself. Your making the rest of us who belive in a god look bad with your mindless ignorance. Also you know nothing of suffering, unless you placed that suffering upon yourself.

I dont think I know a single american living today who has gone more than 1 full day without food in any given year who wasnt fasting or seriously ill or because they put themselves into a stupid situation. I am the only person I have ever met who as a child had to steal coal from the rich neighborhood so my family did not freeze to death in the winter. Thats actually a very fond memory for me. I felt immense pride when my parent and sibling showered me with adoration for taking care of them, when they could not. I was 8 yrs old.    I am done for now, but all this needed to come out.  Please let out your feelings about what is wrong with the world, or how to fix it. For now I will speak and educate and listen to my fellow human beings for we are all each others greatest teachers.

August 08, 2010

An american hero!

Check out these pissed off young men at
http://powerviolence.tumblr.com/

August 05, 2010

July 12, 2010

A serious issue of global survival.

In the wake of the resent oil spill disaster a thought popped into my head. What is oil for? Not what is it for to the human race, oil is fuel, power, money, warmth and survival both financially and elementally to our species. We have learned in the past 60 years how truly interwoven our ecosystem is. Everything is where it is for a reason that has nothing to do with human race's need to power cars, homes and economy. So if every naturally occurring system on this planet is connected, what then would be the result and what is the intended function and process of connection to the ecosystem of underground crude oil deposits? Here we have these massive caverns some spanning many miles. They generally have walls of coal so dense as to almost be diamond in strength to stand the pressure and heat of the billions of gallons of boiling hot oil. This oil its self being stabilized by flammable gasses under pressure and then salt water above that creating this liquid pressure pillow underground.

At first I thought I would look up the national geological information and find the answer of why oil is there easily. I became worried quickly as two hours of research had provided me with nothing but an extensive amount of data on crude oil production, future of the petroleum and natural gas industries. Not one research project, nothing, this was a question un asked by modern man?

It seems ridiculous to me, a person with no background in the field of geology could possibly see such a serious and possibly disastrous connection. Certainly this must be common knowledge to the people draining these massive spaces and leaving them empty or filled with water.

Then amidst even more research, for I was sure I was over reacting I found this "CO2 Reduction Partnership"

What this is all about turned my concern into a actual fear for the planet itself.
On the surface this seems like a fantastic and wonderful idea to lower carbon dioxide by taking raw CO2 being emitted from static sources and pumping it into these massive spaces left behind by the removal of crude oil. These "Storage Area's" as they call them would be able to store the excess CO2 produced by humans for up to 600 years and could seriously help save our asses in the short run. 600 years is a short run species wise.

Then it all slapped together.

1.We dont seem to think oil is in the ground for any other reason than to fuel our society.

2. Oil is kept in a non oxygen pressurized area at above boiling temperatures.

3. Empty or water filled holes spanning many miles underground closer to our molten hot magnetic core of our planet.

4. These holes then being filled with a naturally "COLD" heavy gas.

WTF You want to pump coolant into the earths crust in caverns meant to hold molten temperatures with a coolant!?!? While this doesn't seem like a issue to the people doing this I see 1 massive problem.While no one seems to have considered the impact of making these caverns in the first place, then turning around and filling them with billions of LBS of pressurized CO2 gas could possible change the magnetic property's of the planets core. Which is in a constant molten and moving state. This much coolant below seabeds would change the over surface temperature of the planet over time as well as I see it.

I may be wrong, but I dont see anyone else thinking about it. If you know anyone in the national geological association or a professional geologist, ask them and refer them to this blog.

June 28, 2010

The time has come shake hands and work together.

The time in history for Christian Faith and Science to stop the petty arguing is close at hand. My opinion is it is long overdue. I believe in our creator and am thankful for the gift of life everyday. There are no enemies of god, only enemies of freedom and humankind's evolution, both spiritual and biological. . The wonderful truth Science and Faith refuse to see is that they are a team. There goals do not attack each other, they exalt and enhance each other.
Science has never killed the creator nor is it possible for it to do so. The Christian faith has been horribly afraid and hurtful towards defending the stories and history s of our past. Faith needs to embrace its teammate in science and help balance and give spiritual validity to progress. People need guidance and this battle is like two parents arguing over who will raise the child. Without supervision and guidance the child will grow up as imbalanced as the parents. Or worse, burn the house down while they argue.

June 13, 2010

Craigs List Personals: #1 Place to find a pyscho girlfriend.

I have during the last 2 years put up 2 postings on craigs list. The first over a year ago received no response's.
But the one I responded to immediately got back to me. This one was in platonic only, and after chatting briefly we agreed to have a drink. All I really wanted was a night of conversation and to take a lady out like a gentleman and buy her a drink.  I informed this woman I would be there in approx 45 minutes. While taking my shower and cleaning up my phone was assaulted by messages. I did say 45 minutes, but in less than 20 minutes she had left 4 messages and multiple text messages. The messages started with "Are you on you way yet? and ended with screaming voice messages claiming I was massive drug addict and should go fuck myself."  I texted her once and thanked her for going crazy prior to my arrival and to have a nice life.

WTF! Yeah so I said no more C.L.
 
  So yeah we often say never again, and we often return to those never again's. This time the posting I made was more of a abstract sarcastic statement of realities involving the whole personals section and the way people market themselves.  I received many responses, some creepy, some very nice and genuine if not compatible. Even made a new friend.


But yay though I walk through the valley of the shadow of sanity I will fear no psycho's, for my will is strong and my tolerance for hypocrisy is non existent.

Below is a correspondence that took place this evening that once again make me pledge no more craigslist

Like all nutty correspondence from women I have received our dialogue was pleasant and open ,to begin with.
email sent from Kitty
Hello!

Saw your post and it caught my eye. I'm 5'11", live in the Dublin area, have freckles, tattoos, kinda look a bit like Abby from NCIS with Betty Paige bangs, a 1962 Caddy and a strong allergy to games, bullcrap, and drama.
 Anyway  -you seem pretty cute and I'd love to hear from you.
 -Kitty
(This message was followed by a friend and chat request on facebook.)

Me
well hello

Kathy Ann
hi
so when do you graduate?

Me
I think 2013

Kathy Ann
that sounds like a pain in the ass

Me
No its fascinating and wonderful!

Kathy Ann
ok

Me
I enjoy the hell out of school

Kathy Ann
i like working, i hate school

Me
I  worked my younger life away and didnt go to school. I worked and put my ex wife through school instead.

Kathy Ann
i worked my ass off while going to college and my ex husband destroyed me
i dropped out of school for awhile

Me
The only good thing about putting her through college was I studied and sat in on most the classes which has a decade later made my first year a breeze

Kathy Ann
then busted through a 2 year bachelor program in 1 year

Me
Awesome:)

Kathy Ann
so now i am broke

Me
Yeah I am taking like 15 units a semester

Kathy Ann
and i hate it

Me
ahh

Kathy Ann
i did 28 last semester

Me
holy shit

Kathy Ann
yup

Me
my brain would pop

Kathy Ann(titus: here I just want to point out that she spells done twice, thats so weird to me.)
I want it d.o.n.e done
so if you just go to schoool how do you pay for living and such?

Me
Well since my schooling and living expenses are 100% covered by my benefits I am in no hurrys.

Kathy Ann
lucky you
im scraping change together to eat
:D:D

Me
Yeah all I had to do was go to war and get hurt. Then be disabled for the rest of my life for it.;)

Kathy Ann
i lost my job when i got cancer
i tried to enlist last summer but they wont take me

(At this point I couldnt take it anymore.She was actually starting to depress me, and i am having a pretty damn good day.)
Me
is there any joy in your life?

Kathy Ann
not much
my cadillac starts sometimes

Me
yay!

Kathy Ann
i get tattoos from my boss

Me(of course I am browsing her FB profile at this point)
your relationship status is complicated?
I never get it when people select that.
why is your complicated?

Kathy Ann
i'm not 100% single,but I'm not 100% taken
honest answer

Me
uh huh, so you contacted me saying you are allergic to games, hate drama and bull crap, but so far you have told me all your problems and how much things suck and that you are semi involved with someone?
Just saying, seems like your engaging in the exact behaviors you claim to not want in your life.
Kathy Ann
well - ok for judging me

Me
I really hope your life goes better, but there's nothing I can do to help. Thank you and have a good night. (send as a message)
Your chat message wasn't sent because Kathy Ann is offline.
:end


I would like to thank Kathy Ann for removing from her friends list and not contacting me or spamming my  mailbox . I hope she will find happiness in her life. You cant look for it in someone else's.
Now I may seem cruel to some and if I do, well tough. Being nice to someone and allowing a vortex of issues into your life is emotional suicide.
I am not pulling the trigger on myself . If I do date someone who is a psycho, she will be of the highest quality crazy available and will fool everyone into believing she is sane.

 Now that's my kind of lady.

June 06, 2010

Our American News Media

Man our media is fucked up. Most of our news and public media attacks Obama or paints him as unaware of shit going on. You should check the foreign  news feeds around the world. You would find a completely different viewpoint from the global media which is not under American control. I saw a interview with Obama just yesterday on BBC that would show you a side of him you have not seen very much of. The sincere angry and determined president of this country. No fake statements of sugar coated crowd pleasing statements. Just one pissed of world leader trying to make a difference. A leader who is attacked not by the world at large like our previous president. But attacked by his own nations spin doctors. 
 
Unlike the past where our media was sugar coating the invasion of a ... sovereign  nation as if it was ok. Now our media is attacking the person trying to fix the damage.

Its complete obfuscation to say ": Pictures they didnt want us to show you. " They? who the fuck is they? The guy who's property you found the dead stuff on? Your landlady? That guy who sells hotdogs?
No we know they want you to come to the conclusion that its a cover up. Isnt it odd that there were no cover ups going on when our president and his family blew up the WTC? But now while our current president has 21 thousand people on sight working to fix the issue and just ordered the national guard fleet in as well with another 17 thousand specifically for cleanup and containment, he is reported as being clueless as to the urgency.
 
Seriously If you read this do yourself a favor and get your news from other global media sources not directly connected or controlled by our country.  Your primary source of news for the actions and activities of our governement should primarily come from 
Office of the press seceretary. 
That is where even our own headline news gets thier facts to start with. Then they twist and spin them into gross manipulations of the facts reported.


Rueturs Is a great place to start. They are British and Canadian owned and have been the main source of straight news for a very long time. Their articles are dry as toast. But that is a good thing. Speculations about issues are even happily labeled as, "speculation", not facts.

May 28, 2010

Philosophy and us.

LOGOS!!!


    I finally get to write this final exam essay, hence finishing the last of my finite days in philosophy. That is about the limit of finalities I can include in an opening sentence.
As I reflect upon this I see myself not looking at the reflection that is typing this. Instead of pondering his thoughts I shall instead ponder the meanings and ramifications of other peoples, who thought. For what easier thing could there be than to know the thoughts of a dead man. Maybe the only thing easier is the math of our natural world and how all things are bound and defined by its pure logic. Descartes’, a man of such paranoid skepticism that he considered briefly the idea of evil demons making a false world about him like most if not all great thinkers, was maddeningly sane. He conceived the idea of math, to absolutely define the answer of god’s existence, as true. The tool of science, being math as the language of the natural world and why he, the skiddish and often fearful genius Descartes’ was smart enough to count to 5.
All kidding aside this is an amazing turning point for thought. The fact that it simultaneously proves and disproves itself as equally true and not equally false is spectacular. While skeptical thought generally leaves a loop whole for escape, this does not. The only loop whole in the consideration of this figure of 2+3= life the universe and everything is good and true and god rocks, is doubt. Which is also the only thing that the believers in Christian polytheism can not have. So if they doubt the natural science of math they also doubt the existence of the creator that made the world that fits within the numbers they were given. Henceforth proving that science and god are one in the same thing. I find it mind bottling to consider a time when humans would kill one another under the flag of a loving deity of peace and forgiveness, for discovering or unveiling the wonders of this world and our universe. Especially with the argument that they are heretical godslayers, and blasphemers for doing so.
I do understand why though, I just don’t like it. Science is not controlled by anyone but the creation entity. Church is a system of control that has no hold on its creator in a real sense. They only control the idea of a creator, who they humbly serve and directs them to make the world be as they say it is.
If people not in the control of this regime give freely the information of the universe how can the creator exist as they described? Why is it that what we were told is different from what we can see? We are starting to see what it is. To know without asking what those who would control us through our hearts don’t know at all. I wont tell you what it is. You already know, or you haven’t allowed yourself to know. Telling you would be meaningless. I could very easily list in one sentence the essence of life and understanding. But these are just words. You will , or will not know without being told. I joyful for those who have read this and smiled with recognition. I am excited for those that will find it at some other point. They will chuckle and think of this. The rest will say I am a fool, or obfuscating to create a sense of mysterious knowledge I cannot possibly back up. It will change nothing. So I wont go on about control scenarios, and we know how this turned out, from the church’s murdering fear, and controlling of the people and slavery of the minds of men and the bodies of women. We know the start of the story, the end is unknown, partially.
It is still going on at this very moment. As soon as the people are sleeping and lose their will to think and learn and see justice and honor as positive things worth dying to keep safe. When vigilance has been lost the beast may very well rescue them from the doom of knowledge and lead them happily into the darkness to resume its designs.

I encountered this just yesterday.
One of my many adventures led me through the world of military psychological warfare training, as well as the execution of its methods in Iraq and at home. While they use many tools not related to this paper I will say, It works. We have and will again cause people to think and do as we see fit by controlling their input of data to the world. My main focus will be the idea of truth and misinformation as a form of mind control. Wittgenstein’s ideas on language and how it is received and processed from sender to receiver shows clearly, that while we can decide to say something and another will hear the words. The meaning of those words can become a flexible puzzle of subtext and guided thought. So a question may in fact become a command in its own subtle way, “Could you find a piece of paper?” I am sure I could. But when asked of another, the receiver, in most cases will produce the piece of paper and hand it to the person. If the receiver is unwilling to answer, or produce paper. They may just tell the other, “No, I do not have any.” The question has still remained unanswered. While the action has demonstrated the answer, it was not what was asked and hence not the right answer in and of itself. Here in lies manipulation through language by passive coercion.
Now as to misinformation. This is the key to successful mind control. A friend had posted a one sided polling comment of political nature and asked the question. “ Do you agree that it is ok that Obama is skipping the memorial day ceremony to go on vacation in Chicago? Yes/No “ My first response to a dear old friend of mine being. “ How could I or anyone else make a decision like that ,when no real information has been given? I only see a comment with no facts that is designed to make you either agree that Obama is a bad leader for doing what you say he is. Or we are bad people for thinking it is ok for him to be a bad leader.” I Continued to the effect that if they waited one moment I would check his itinerary so we could look at this closer before committing ourselves to what most likely was a manipulation of fact, and henceforth untrue. They made jokes “Your people gonna call his people?” I said “no I will just check with his secretary. “ More chuckles. Long story short the source of all media and news regarding any and all actions of the administration are only given out as “official” by the office of the press secretary.

Since 1966 this information has been free for immediate release to the public as well as the press media, at the same time. The information is given to the public by strict format of facts as much as can be without any use of opinion about the actions being made. The actions that are intended as well as the subsequent results of those actions are available to all citizens of this nation including declassified actions of a top secret nature. When and where the VP and CIC are, or will be going and what they are intending to do.
I was laughed at and called a fool. One person, who acted as if they should pity the idiot asked if. I had never considered “ that I had been lied to? “This leads me back to my point.
Good old Wittgenstein made a incredibly long winded and circular chaotic statement in a shocking attempt to evolve the process of thought. The idea that for us to continue forward on any given subject or to communicate at all and understand what is said we must let go of skepticism to the degree the analytical thought process defines. That given no other factors to prove N is false, and it is consistent on all accounts with our understanding of the natural world, it then must be considered to not be Un-true.

We do not have to accept it as an absolute to believe in the truth of it. But we must have the truism there to stand on before any further ground can be made towards things more complicated than,”Am I here? ,Is this object, idea or statement real?” . It goes the same for my discussion of politics.
I made no new friends by pointing out that to assume a thing is untrue and then disseminate it to others is lying. If done in the hope of them also making negative judgments’ about another person it makes you the worst form of a liar. For using your friends trust against them and hence making liars out them as well. By your actions you create a world where even the people you love are lying, hurtful people that should not be listened to. Also, you are guilty and have caused those who put trust in you to be so as well. You have succeeded in violating your friends and family.
You have broken one of the very few clauses to the freedom of speech and assembly rules. That it is unlawful to by any means knowingly or willingly coerce a body of people towards aggression and displays of unrest. To disrupt the common peace with fraudulent information.
While this sounds great on paper it has more loop holes than the first ladies knitting project of old glory. But, they won’t know that. They won’t believe this letter if they see it, and wouldn’t believe it was true, Even if someone else told them it was. The believers will not have faith in the beliefs of those who are faithful to themselves and the world around them. So they will be lost in doubt and disbelief. But I am a merciful mortal, so I will jump from the merry go round of life and teach them the secret tribal dance of truth.
" You put your right thoughts in, you pull your right thoughts out,
Put your thoughts back in and ya shake em all about!
You do the Okey Dokey ( Both hands, BIG fisted THUMBS UP!) and you turn yourself about!
Thats what its all about!"

Believe it or not, this is totally not un-true.

Titus ONeill
05/28/2010

May 27, 2010

Hating the hand that helps you.

The President, Barrack H. Obama,

I don't get it, what is it that people hate about him? Why run around spreading hate? T hats really what it is, because there's no facts to back it up, and that's just blind ignorant hatred.. Peopl dont feel the same compelling need to go around convincing others how good someone is just because some stranger  said they were great do you? Even someone close to you, just because you love and trust them doesnt mean that someone couldnt lie to them.

When people start repeating the lies of other people who is responsible for it? Its always the last person who said it, for not bothering to makes sure first. I always start with respect when considering another person, and I allow then for thier actions to strengthen or remove that trust. Yet even close friends of mine. People who for the most part had such open thinking minds would rather hate first and deny the facts of what a person does for the shelter of angry negativity and ignorance.

 Whats the deal?




 I read people like books.  Slowly and throroughly most people are more like pamphlets. My whole life I have been able to and have conciously honed and tested it against the real world for results. I scare myself how accurate I am more often than not. I  can practically predict a persons actions now. Yet I stear away from anything that seems like assumption or blind geuss work. People are complicated creatures sometimes and relying on a such a ability is a dangerous road to destruction. More  so it is just one of many tools I use.  Once I made a completely false judgment about someone. Alcohol and my dick were involved. You should never think with either and I never did again after that one mistake.It wasn't even a big mistake, but when it comes to trusting yourself to make accurate judgments about human beings, being wrong can be very bad.



I never trusted Obama because he was a black democrat. Those who know me know I was raised in the ghetto's of every ethnicity that resides in this country. I am registered Green Party. I worked for Nader, because I knew him first hand and had looked at the facts not the opinions about the man,Nader that is. It was hilarious to watch TV about him. The Media had done such a excellent job of making him look like some backwards moron who was so dull he couldn't speak. I can tell you first hand it was all media lies. That man was one of the greatest public speakers I had ever heard . Wow, he could stir a crowd. The Bush thing was beyond fucked. I volounteered at the head office in sacramento ca where I lived .As calls were coming in from Florida where our people were being thrown in jails without charge. Families of ethnic coloring being pulled over and detained and not being allowed to leave. Not until the polls closed at least. It was horrifying to watch happen. Our country was being stolen from us.Gore had called days before and begged Nader to release his voters and tell them to vote for him before it was to late. It was a bad move on naders part and arrogant of him in hindsight. He told Gore to release his votes to him.. We cheered at the time, We all knew Nader wouldn't get the house, but we just wanted to prove to the country that there are more than two choices. We never thought that just by being active positive goaled citizens trying to prove the system was fair we would be the lynch pin for a global disaster.

    Understand this isn't how it was reported to me or read from a recounting of it. I was there. The entire free thinking world turned on Nader after that, he has never been the same. He understands the damage he caused with his moment of arrogance. If he had told me to vote gore I would have. Because he was an honest good man.



I didn't trust Obama when he was running for president. I stopped trusting politicians long ago when daddy bush went into office and started the frame work to rape this country. I couldn't trust bill because even though he was a damn good president he wasn't man enough to tell the world it was none of their business and was between him and his wife. I hadn't voted since W hijacked the country and proved to me that democracy was dead. While  Obama was giving his speech the whole world changed. I could feel this immense joy coming from everywhere and realized it was the feeling of the people at that exact moment. All throughout my city. I didnt give a rats ass who the president was as long as it wasn't another dictator.

       When I watched his acceptance speech was the first time i had ever actively payed attention to him. I normally dont watch politicians speech's because to me its like having someone spit while they talk in front of you. Every gesture and tone and eyelid and the presence they project is offensive to me in general. I have met many great local politicians but they are what they are, local.



As I watched Obama I analyzed him like I never have another. Because the longer and harder I focused the more shocked I became. I realized that I actually believed him. Not his words or promises, because its really almost impossible to promise something that effects billions of people is going to work out in one way or another, that's just life and shit happens.  I mean I realized that I felt nothing false about this man. He was good. Truly a good person. I am still shocked and when people report nasty things about him. I investigate because it still boggles me that a truly good human that is making broad vast sweeping changes that will make us the country to look to once again as we move towards a global community, exists.
 
So I ask, why hate the man? Is it just to do so, because so many people believe in him. A form of mass political self hatred? Projected self esteem of a political party?
 
In many ways, I feel a tad sorry for the so called Conservi tive part. While hating bush was easy, because he consistantly stomped on this nations values and walked the planet like a mean rich kid who wants to break everyones toys. Thes actions could be easily verified and people just didnt care. The goverment had anesthtitized us with credit and TV and proven that you cant make a difference in every way they could.  
 
But now when faced with having to come up with reasons why the president is evil. The main haters out there proudly proclaim thier ignorance and total lack of any factual information as thier beacon of truth.
 
Seriously, check out     http://www.youtube.com/user/NewLeftMedia
This is the Tea Party, the so called, new left. This isnt someone's site trying to make them look bad this is thier own site proclaiming thier knowledge. Showing everyone of us that are to stupid to see how Obama is evil.  How depressing to be a Conservitive politician and have to nod and smile when your supporters come out in the thousands and turn out to be clueless angry, and ignorant.
 
Even at there best as I can only guess those videos are they proudly stand there repeating words they dont understand until they forget the hate script.
 
Well, I can only pray to the universe and hope that our man lives out a long life with his family, and is not killed by some freak who thinks he is the living embodiment of the antichrist.
 
How sad to be killed by someone for a religous ideal no modern  or classic churches even think is real anymore.

May 25, 2010

The deathly boring hollows. Part 0.1

“David Yates’ Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part I” Is going into post. Yeah so what you say, I would have said the same thing if not for the disturbing existence of "Part 1" in the title.
They have got be kidding. If anything the book itself was unnecessarily drawn out. Now they want to make the standard 2.3 hours of Harry Potter into some sort of world record for gouging the attention span of the human race? It took me just over 6 hours to read the deathly hollows, and I read slow. Someone has lost their goddamn mind on this one. I would like to convey the sorrow I have to the poor editor, who will undeniably be the architect of this travesty.
. Who knows it may even be a shorter shoot since nothing happens in the deathly hollow till the end. The book was filled with unnecessary activities and insipid interactions . The most dreary and self martyring from Harry .Who drones on like a Emo teen suicide poster child for 3/4 of the book.

 So on a positive note, if whoever cuts this manages to pull off 2 films from what will most likely be the same footage they were going to use in the first place They should win an award. Possibly a presidential medal just for good measure and for serving the American and global community by making 5.2 hours of  wishing you could be doing your taxes again into a watchable and semi interesting finale to this epic film series.

May 24, 2010

Mash-up Culture The Global Unity Project

I am not a club person. The desire for a cold beer and feeling to lazy to drive to a bar, brushed my cynicism aside though.  I payed the cover charge and walked into Club "Bootie" for the first time in early 2006.

It literally changed my  life.

No where will you interact with such a  diverse group of human beings. From every ethnicity and culture. The Mash-Up scene is a model of American social interaction at its finest.  The  party's themselves are always friendly, humourous, energetic and sometimes naughty. Not to naughty, taste is a virtue that finds a strange home here. Everyone is  genuinely welcomed and accepted as a part of the collective. You have models and socialites, dancing with punk  rockers and gangstas, nerds and; well everyone.

In the world of nightclubs most people tend to expect violence of some sort to occur. Overbearing security with heavy handed polices tend to be the normal safety measure used. Not here though. We  have a no intolerance attitude, that inspires positive interaction. Since all are welcome, and no one could possibly have any reason to take umbrage since respect is the norm; well people leave the ass hats at home or those people just dont come. A negative attitude will quickly find the entire scene very annoying to them. But of course its annoying, no one is hating. Haters find little joy in this atmosphere.

   With all of the barriers clubs use today to protect people from themselves, it is no surprise that the more invasive a method is used to stop violence, the more violent situations tend to occur. Mashup culture has stopped the violence of clashing subcultures with an invitation to be unique with the rest of us.

If your going to come to Bootie, put some Zen on and wear your Thursday best on Saturday night.

With no rules against specific styles of clothing , the club is always the place to look around and see what people really are wearing today. Since every subculture is in attendance,  there is a lot to look at.                 
              While the chance for true love is always more real when your dancing without a care in the world, Bootie is not a meat market.  Ladys and Gentlemen should feel as safe alone as together.

           Bootie San Francisco has being voted  Best of " Nightclub"  for 4 years in a row. Unlike  other clubs the Mashup Scene has never raised its price of 5$ before 10pm and 10$ after. The owners and facilitators of this paradigm of burgeoning culture also make sure the drink prices are  at a reasonable club price. Much lower than any club or event of its size and attendance by far.         

    

We love our fans and we respect each other. This is not what people are used to.  The Planet would do well if such courtesy was reciprocated in kind to all people of the world.

    This is a model for human interaction. When we create,we respect each others creations.  The mashup, the video mashups, Abstract mashup poetry, Mixed martial arts. are just the start of a long list of creations made from the core of each others cultures.  We as a species can define a new historical identity as one people, no division of race country or belief exists. Those are the things that bring us together. The diversity is our strength.  Suddenly we find that all the thing that separated us are the glue that will helps us build something great.

    Mashup was the sole reason I dropped  a dead  end job and used my military education funds to become a professional  editor.  I am pretty positive about its effect on people.  I am also  biased, but if you came to see it in person you would agree with the bias. Slowly but surely the worlds subcultures are beginning to notice  the positive differences. More accurately the positive similarities. How our differences are not reasons to hate or distrust each other but  the exact opposite. With a little luck and some global communication we may just be able to  stop the human race from destroying itself with fear, by dancing!

So  technical stuff you should know. This culture is considered "illegal". Most of what we do is considered by record companies and media  producers as piracy. They really cant touch mashup culture at all  because we have a few rules that are core beliefs of our mission.

1.We  are not working to gain or solicit profit from the works of the artists  we use for our inspirations. We do not sell other peoples music that we  use, or our remastered versions of these works without explicit  permission from the artists.

2. Our Movement and creative  endeavors are tributary to the artists achievements and are a positive  statement to our fans about the worth of those artists body of work.  What isn't a tribute is a parody and as the marketing community knows,  "  There is no such thing as bad publicity."

Because we stand by  our beliefs with integrity and honor. We are  in fact,not pirates at all and are legally protected under Title 17 of the U.S.code .
The Fair Use Act of  2007

All "Mash-up" creations made by our Culture are free to  the public for download and distribution. A primary example is Bootie Productions Mashup Home Page

If someone is charging to sell mashups ,they are not one of us and  should be prosecuted to the full extent of the law. They are not  creating or inspiring anyone they are simply stealing from artists who  worked hard and deserve compensation for their accomplishments.

  The   artists who's works are heard on dance floors, on radios and on Computer screens  all over the world; now  in new and exciting arrangements, is in their honor.

Now  all I need is a awesome mashup of We are the world to put the cherry on  this baby!

A new age dawns for humanity. Biotech has officially begun.

The very first step of a new age in biotechnology
has finally been made. The potential for this science is only
limited by our vigilance in assuring it the total transparency of its
benefits and uses to all the people of the world. This is something all
of us as aware civilly responsible citizens can accomplish.

May 01, 2010

Popeye the thinking man.


A cold hard fact for people. :taken from a site for sermons.
A Sunday School teacher wanted to see if his students knew how to get to heaven:
"If I sold my house and my car, and gave all my money to the church, would that get me to heaven?" "No!" the children answered. "Well then," he said, "If I was kind to animals and helped people always?" Again they all shouted, "No!" "Well then," the teacher asked, "how can I get to heaven?" A boy stood up and instructed the teacher, "You gotta be dead!"

The child as usual, intuitively knows the nature things. The simple fact that there is nothing in life you can do that will assure a better afterlife. If you are unhappy, fix the problems that make you unhappy. Creation already gave us the best gift, life. If you are unhappy dont try and wish it away. Get up and work your ass off to make things different.

I used to wonder why people must believe that there is something better after this? I understand now. They are scared. Scared of the unknown. It is fear of the unknown that has always been the foundations of ignorance, and from that comes aggression and hate and violence. How selfish to take someones life from them because you do not understand yourself well enough to know the joy of life. Once you have truly tasted the energy field of our species you would never again wish harm on another who had done nothing to you.

When I, the being sitting here; typing this to no one and everyone die, its over. I and all that I have learned and done will become part of the psionic energy field that we as a species have created. The me will end. That is fine; thanks for the time smelling flowers, having sex, getting hurt, realizing truths and discovering lies. Playing video games and running in fog covered hills. For long motorcycle rides down lonely freeways by the ocean at 4 am. For everything, Thank you for this amazing experience.


That said, there is joy everywhere. Let go of hate and be well. Fall in love, with yourself. Not the selfish love they teach us in modern culture. But the kind of love you would give your child or your parent. You are just as deserving of it and the best person to supply it is yourself. No one, except your mother, can love you the way you can. When you accomplish this you will find others who love you to.

Love is a system of cascading energy fields that create event envelopes of positive energy flow. It is attracted to energy fields that resonate in the positive spectrum. A positive psionic energy field cannot exist within a negative field. If you have filled yourself with negatives you will not know love until you cleanse yourself of them. So get to work, enjoy the work, or just enjoy the fact that you are alive and capable of not enjoying whatever the hell you want.

These are just a few warm, soft facts.

Titus Prime

March 27, 2010

Assholes abound.

You couldn't pay me enough to stand behind that table. The other day I had to shooo some asshole away from a petition singing table. A 14 yr old girl and her mom volunteering their time instead of being payed to get signatures for issue's they believe in. That stuff makes me happy even if I don't agree with their politics. anyhoo the lil girl asks some guy to sign. He asks what for and when she says its for limiting campaign funding from private parties he flips out. The girl was scared and without missing a beat the guy was into his Obama rant. He got through the ruining America part when,( I was ignoring him and signing the petitions) I looked up and the girl was almost in tears and the guy was becoming aggressive. That was my queue, I stepped in. Poor kid she didn't need that memory; or maybe she did as a matter of fact.
Beligerant asshole's dont make me angry and my calm manner was pissing him off even more, if I didnt do something fast this idiot would suceed and get me thrown in jail for assault and battery. Well if not him personally than the police would when they found me standing on his chest. I then used my patented "WTF" attack! Succeeded in distracting him and making him jump back and forget what he was bitching about. Then he grumbled and walked away yelling things. Sigh, yeah well it went better than it could have, I would have stubbed my cigarette out in his mouth if he had started getting racist as well as ignorant.
Just in case your wondering what the "WTF" attack is, 1. it does not stand for What the fuck. Although that is the desired effect. It stands for Wiggle The Finger.
Casually and slowly point at the ground and when they look confused, start walking towards them pointing the finger at their eye ball. Trying to keep it as close as possible without running or moving faster and without actually jabbing them in the eye.
Its more effective than you might think.

March 01, 2010

PlayStation 3 Screws the Pooch again!

Actually this time Sony made sweet love to the pooch. As of this morning there is a GLOBAL PS3 network black out. Well global except for as SCEA spokesperson said, "The newest PS3 slimline customers are not effected." This was actually the answer he gave when asked what they were doing about this global networking bug. What kind of company answers a serious question effecting millions of customers with a statement like, the newest ones work fine! F U Sony! This comes on the back of MUCH more irritating issue that I just happened to be doing the research for a class action for today. The PS3 from the start was sold to us as the next great machine in perfect harmony with its predecessors the PS1 & PS2. Backward Compatibility being the #1 reason given by 80% of PlayStation console users for buying these products in the first place. That and the per usual upgraded optic drive technology that we have come to expect. I still waited a year and a half for the PS3 to find its footing when initial systems were way way to expensive and per usual not made to last. When finally purchasing on I ignored the backward compatibility issue, well not ignored. I read everything SCEA had to say on it and there were still promises of the magical firmware update that would bring the PS3 all the honor it deserved and what its customers had been promised from the start. 3 years later and not only has SCEA not lived up to its promise it shows absolutely no intention of making a system that does. Their last 3 models of PS3 have boldly stated that they are not backward compatible. Which leads me to wonder WTF did I pay 450.00 for? A blue ray player? Bullshit. So now with the world in uproar over not being able to game on any system but the newest one I think it is the perfect time to strike while the poker is hot and slam home this compatibility issue that Sony, has very quietly slipped under the rug.

February 24, 2010

A Veggie Burger?? From this place?!

If you have never been to Oakland you most likely dont know the joy of a "Nations" Burger. Well my friend while going for his first equivalent Burger down in San Diego opted for the Veggie. Saying how after watching Fast Food Nation, ( I read the book.) he couldn't eat beef anymore. Well I only have one giant run on sentence to describe how I feel about that.
I am one of those rare types who can stare a malnourished, abused, blind cow; who wont stop crooning for her babies that were just torn from her then placed in dark boxes with infrared light to kill bacteria, right in the eye('huuuuuh' deep breath) And say" Yes I will have the double half pound, flame broiled veal burger, Strawberry malted shake and, if you dont mind make the cheese and the milkshake from the saddest cow you have. I wouldn't want to keep the family apart.
Ohh and EXTRA ONIONS!!"

February 17, 2010

Being Ignorant doesn't mean you know how to fight!

So this is about that black kid getting up in that "gigantic I might add" older white mans face and hitting him on the bus. Slap!

Yeah, as a white kid who grew up in just about every ghetto on the west coast and the islands it has always boggled me. That is, the mentality of reverse racism. I have been in many heated discussions, a few arguments and two full blown brawls for calling out black men on their aggressive racism. All this, white man this and the man did that and we aren't nobody's slaves mothafucka. At least Mexican ghetto's didnt talk so much shit.

Sorry to inform you but you have managed to enslave yourselves again. I see a pattern emerging.
I love giving history lessons to angry ignorant jerks. Its a favorite hobby of mine. If they want to talk I will gladly go over current events to. No one wants to hear that the only one "Keeping them down." is themselves. But its true, they created the culture of violence they live in. Whitey never came down and forced them to start killing each other over nothing. No one said your to dumb for school and no one will let you have a good job. Well no one but themselves. Now as a people they have convinced the world of the what it means to be African American.
Horrible irony of that is the African part. We are all from Africa. That's the cradle of life.'
No argument, no discussion its just a fact.

As a people the first people to be slaves in the America's were Irish conscripts. Under false contracts and promises of land they came here. 90% of the time they were worked to death beyond any contract, not fed or taken care of and if they survived their contract it was rarely honored. All those big fucking inbred hillbilly's shooting US census people. Yeah sorry Irish people but that's the original Irish American. "Get the HELL OFF MY PROPERTY!" We escaped to the mountains and setup shop far from civilization and fucked each other stupid.

  Which brings me to African slaves. Who do you think sold your people into slavery in the first place? I don't mean the African people because they are still there and they don't get African Americans at all and generally find them kind of scary. I mean the tribe or city state if they happened to be a part of one of the larger nations. At this point I expect either angry lip flapping or all out bullshit. Sometimes they say the British, like duh! everyone knows that. But actually it was then, as it is now, themselves.

 Yep your own people sold you out to the French. Who sold you like puppies and cattle to the British. But hey, cheer up they were actually doing your ancestors a favor. If they had not sold you to the French or the British or whomever. They would have systematically erased your tribe and claimed the land. They were just happy they had something to do with all the people they intended on killing anyhow.

    So to the angry African American, get a clue, be thankful your ancestors survived. That they were not slaughtered and in some cases eaten by your fellow Africans. Feel blessed that those who survived fought for the right to be seen by everyone as humans. They helped shape our country into a place that inspires the oppressed and has many times been the beacon of hope in the bloody twilight of despotism.

      If you tried half the shit in Africa you do in the US they would have killed you already. I dont mean 200 years ago either. I mean today.

Point 2.
Being African or Mexican, Asian or Redneck from the ghetto, does not mean you can fight.

It has NOT been a joy being the lil white boy and the new kid at 27 school's from elementary to high school. All primarily in the low income housing areas, the so called amrican ghetto's.   Whether those idiots just think they can fight because they are black,or whatever color, how funny is it to assume your skin color makes you different or better than than other people. Then loudly exclaim people treat you different because of it.  Or to decide no one understands what it means to be you because of it.  As a person who grew up being attacked by every single color of people including a guy in blue body paint one time. I can say assholes come in every shape and size, but you dont have to shit on everyone.

The hard reality is that in most fights a good solid first punch will sway the overall balance, which has led to allot punk asses sucker punching people via ambush. Its not that they can fight, they are just pussies who know they are gonna have to run if they miss. Which because of this fact requires them to take action and attack long before they it was decided their was a reason for it. This isn't always the case, but more often than not.

Never assume dear readers that you are better than anyone, never let your guard down and I don't care if its a 90 lb Japanese school girl, never get cocky when your life is on the line. Your life is always on the line.
One of my best friends and I were discussing this lately and he said something that just rang out. We were talking about how we are both glad we didn't end up like many of our friends or people we grew up with, and he said to me " Man, I am so glad I didn't let the ghetto turn me into a nigger."
Werd!

While it is unnecessary to explain this statement to those who have grown up with violence and poverty in their lives. The people who havnt always get offended by it. 

Polemicize on that G !

My first entry, my first blog and you.

I would like to start with this. I am not blogging because I want to hear the opinion of angry people.
This is my place to discuss ways to end negativity or at least find ways to channel it into the positive flow.. So if you have nothing positive to add or come with angry rants that include no solutions to the problem at hand. Please go start your own blog, thats what I am doing.

So with that said I will get to my first entry.

Enjoy

Titus